下面是一篇来自Reader's Digest的文章，中文译名因为你与我同在，文章有点长，对英语美文阅读有兴趣的朋友可以看看。之所以把这篇分享出来，是因为我发现自己在读完这篇后，虽然看得懂文章的字面意思，但一点也无法理解作者写这篇文章想要表达什么。目前我的理解只停留在一个人的妻子去世，他悲痛欲绝，“我”因为他想起来了Claude（坦白讲我不懂为什么作者总是提到“我”想起与这个人的回忆，作者甚至是以Claude的怪笑作为文章结尾），然后我开导他，最后他振作了一些。

我的直觉告诉我这个故事应该不会这么简单平淡，但我是无法体会到作者可能想要表达的更深沉的东西了。有喜欢阅读的朋友可以看一下，如果你们能从里面读出更多东西，希望能不吝赐教。谢谢各位可以分享自己的观点。

"YOU NEED TO GET HERE NOW!"

The nurse whispers anxiously over the phone. It's after midnight.

One of our hospice patients has just died at home, and her husband is threatening to shoot himself if the funeral home shows up.

"Has the funeral home been called?" I ask.

"No," she says.

It was her suggesting such a call that had set him off.

"Does he have a gun or weapon?"

"We're in the country. There are deer heads on the wall."

The deer heads are a giveaway. There are probably lots of guns.

"Has he threatened to hurt anyone else?"

"He says he might take one of the funeral guys with him, but I don't think he's serious."

She isn't sure, though. She is the backup nurse and has never met him or the patient before.

Of course, neither have I. The patient's regular social worker is off tonight, and I am on call.

We agree not to phone the funeral home yet. Then I jump into my car. As I drive, my mind turns to a night years ago.

I was a graduate student at a bar with friends, and we were embroiled in an intense conversation about, of all things, death.

"You know what helps me when I think about death?" Claude asked.

"I think of that psalm about the valley of the shadow of death."

He must be joking, I thought. Claude, a professor, was an inveterate atheist.

He recited Psalm 23:4:"Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff, they comfort me."

My cell phone rings, dragging me back to the present.

"He's drinking," the nurse says curtly. "It looks like hard stuff."

I ask her to hand him the phone.

Taking the phone, he says, "She's overreacting ... I'm just blowing off steam."

His name is Pete; his wife's name was Jimmie.

"Y'all think I'm nuts, don't you?"

"No, we think you're hurting. But if you keep drinking, I'll have to get the cops involved to make sure nothing bad happens."

"All right, I'll put the whiskey away," he says gruffly.

We talk about Jimmie and their life together.

"What do you think Jimmie would say to you right now if she could see what's going on?" I ask.

He starts crying. "She'd tell me to shut my damn mouth and let people help me for a change."

He hands the phone back to the nurse.

"The guy is in a universe of hurt," I say. "We need to respond to the pain without being thrown by the behavior."

Within minutes, I'm turning onto a dirt road with a No Trespassing sign.

My mind returns to Claude at the bar.

Until then, our conversations had skated along the intellectual surface.

That night, I'd sensed that Claude, an older guy who'd been knocked around by life, was making himself uncharacteristically vulnerable.

Wanting nothing to do with it, I scoffed: "Aren't you the guy who's always dismissed that stuff as wishful thinking?"

He smiled, his mouth just a bit off-kilter.

"It comforts me to think that I won't be alone down in that valley, that someone will be with me, whether it's God, a friend, even a stranger."

Then he turned serious. "Maybe you'll be the one lending a hand down in the valley someday."

When I enter Pete's home, he's in the bedroom with Jimmie's body, sitting on the bed stroking her hair.

I sit beside him. He's a big, rough-looking man with a crooked nose and muscular, tattooed forearms.

"I let her down," he says. "Spent my time working. Never told her I loved her."

Rather than let him get sucked into a narrative of guilt, I ask what he did do.

He describes spending long days at the oncology clinic, building a wheelchair ramp so she could smell her rosebushes, working extra shifts to pay for her medications.

Using memories like these, we zero in on how he'd expressed his love — not through words but through gestures of affection and acts of loyalty and sacrifice.

We talk throughout the night.

Eventually Pete lets me call his buddy Tank, who shows up just as the funeral home people arrive.

Pete, Tank, and I discuss Pete's threats and what's driving them.

I talk about coping strategies and optimizing support.

But these textbook recommendations take a back seat to the simple imperative

sent to someone who's hurting.

And that, I've come to believe, is what Claude was talking about:

the power of moving toward another's suffering rather than away.

Driving home, exhausted, I reflect on the words Tank left with me.

"You got him through the night, Scott," he said.

"Me and my wife'll take it from here. I promise."

I feel sad for Pete's loss. But I know he'll be surrounded by love.

And in my mind's eye, I see Claude lifting his beer bottle and giving me one of his crooked smiles.